went to Vivo City to meet Qi and her fren Nadine, Justin too. had Subway for dinner. Man!!! had quite an unpleasant experience with the services at Subway Vivo. STUPID!!!ARGH...!!!
we chat on a quite a few stuff, tis and tat..blah blah blahhhh.... boring day after all i guess....lol^^
{/10:15 PM}
Phyllis.
Boring today.....
06 May 2009 Singapore Youth Festival Results - Chinese Orchestra SAJC-CO got Silver They did their best!!!
TJC-CO got GOLD with Honours DAMN IT.
The way he played his instrument was like how he used to...he looked confident and stunning. I was afraid he might see me in the audience cause it was so quiet in the hall. When I saw him, I felt like I still hav the feelings for him. I could only watch him moving forward unlike me who is left behind. Tears fell. It won't stop. My heart aches every single time I tink of him. Do I still like him? Do I still love him?? or was it all just a fantasy made up out of my imagination??? I want to see him so badly, talk to him so badly but it was all impossible. Few mths ago,there was this day he said he had a girlfriend, I did not doubt him. I believed him and I was heartbroken the moment I opened the meassage he sent. The message was of his girlfriend confronting me to stop contacting him. I invited him to my 18th Birthday Party, he didn't turned up. It was expected. He did not even want to give me a reason why he does not want to b frenz with me. My conclusion was, Im bothering him, he does not wish to have any thing to do with me. Its the end of the relationship of friends which started pretty well at first. I'll nvr forget.I'll nvr forget this friendship we once had. I'll nvr forget him.
{/3:03 PM}
Phyllis.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
First time bloggin and im gonna blog on my sad life now.... hmmm...dunno how to rly use...but nvm. anywayz
once again im gonna cry for de same person i hav been crying for this 5 1/2 yrs. i visited TJC-CO blog and saw him in it.HAHAHA. LAME BAH. CRYING FOR A GUY IS NOT GD FOR THE HEALTH. but what can i do?! NOTHING. best is to not cry....
Today(Wed, 06 May 2009) is SYF for CHINESE ORCHESTRA (JC) and im gonna go support my frenz in SAJC. Delia u mus jiayouz wor!!!><
SAJC JIAYOUZ!!! (><,)
Apparently, TJC will also be in the same session. This sux. If I were to see him again I may jus breakdown. So, im going to ask my best friend to accompany me go. LOL. She is the only one tat may help me in tat situation i guess. Hahaha......
Today, i'll be going Singapore Airlines(SIA) Engineering Centre ... ... . it's of course for my Civil Aviation course which may be helpful to me. Haha...so happy^^
im in LOVE with SUBWAY "Eat Fresh" ^^ <333
wahahaha.....SUBWAY opened in RP on 5 May 2009 and there is already LOOOOONNNNNNGGGGGGG queues le..hahahaha=DD student get to have 15% OFF too!!! so shiok eh!!!^^
So....ya...tats it for nw. i'll be back to cont'd my update on my boring life^^
