06 May 2009 Singapore Youth Festival Results - Chinese Orchestra SAJC-CO got Silver They did their best!!!
TJC-CO got GOLD with Honours DAMN IT.
The way he played his instrument was like how he used to...he looked confident and stunning. I was afraid he might see me in the audience cause it was so quiet in the hall. When I saw him, I felt like I still hav the feelings for him. I could only watch him moving forward unlike me who is left behind. Tears fell. It won't stop. My heart aches every single time I tink of him. Do I still like him? Do I still love him?? or was it all just a fantasy made up out of my imagination??? I want to see him so badly, talk to him so badly but it was all impossible. Few mths ago,there was this day he said he had a girlfriend, I did not doubt him. I believed him and I was heartbroken the moment I opened the meassage he sent. The message was of his girlfriend confronting me to stop contacting him. I invited him to my 18th Birthday Party, he didn't turned up. It was expected. He did not even want to give me a reason why he does not want to b frenz with me. My conclusion was, Im bothering him, he does not wish to have any thing to do with me. Its the end of the relationship of friends which started pretty well at first. I'll nvr forget.I'll nvr forget this friendship we once had. I'll nvr forget him.
